Sunday, July 19, 2009

I have great friends

19th July 2009, SUnday

I m really thankful to Cui Lian, Steve and Eddie for their care and concern and company for the whole of last week till now..With mi through my most difficult times in my life..

You all are really my best pals i had..

We went for Own time own target at NLB on saturday.. Nice n funny one.. the one who enjoyed most is miss hor lo.. she loves army guys.. haaa..

Proceeded to Liang Seah str for steamboat dinner and to PS to buy cloths for dearest Jerry's miniature fluffy bed..

Today went over to orchard for a short walk and down to Mt pleasant to place jerry's ashes and new bed in her new condo unit... hope she likes it there.. mUacksss...

Also to TM1 for short shopping at UNIQLO again.. bought myself a jacket n a shirt...

Gotta work tomolo.. Dont feel like working.. I WANT TO GO HOLIDAY!!!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

1 week after the 1st day of heartbreak

18th July 2009, Saturday

Today is a saturday.. Last week is the 1st day we noticed sumting wrong with Jerry.. She vomitted 3 times..
She din wake mi up..
She's lazy to sayang mi..
She just nua on the floor..
I carried her to my bed.. hug her and text my sis to ask her come hm asap...
I was late for work.. no mood to work at all..
Went to work at ard 9am.. reach at ard 10am..
sis n bro bought Jerry to see doctor at CLINIC FOR PETS!!
11am.. i called and checked how's Jerry.. Sis told mi doc say jus eat too much.. I was soo relieved and enjoyed my saturday...
Saturday night.. when i got home.. indeed.. she's ok.. running here n there n barking.. asked mi to carry to my bed.. put her with blanket jus beside mi.. and she dozed off..

Jerry is a strong n brave girl that will then make our heart aches so badly till now..

Friday, July 17, 2009

3rd Day without Jerry

17th July 2009, Friday

Today's 3rd Day.. Me and my sis both know that life still gotta carry on.. But we still miss her.. It's hard to get through this period wihtout her.. But we promise to get thru it.. give us some time.. We also wan jerry to rip.. instead of kip crying.. I've decided to write someting about Jerry, do scrapbook for Jerry, Buy a nice box and kip all her belongings, DIY a small pink cushion with CL for her..And also not forgetting her bday cake.. **CL.. got to help mi pre-order le.. nid to be in pink colour..coz she loves pink clothings too..**

As usual.. the waking up and slping at night is the period most difficult to get thru.. And also the moment when I got home late and Jerry no longer fetch mi downstairs..

I miss rubbing against her fats and furs..
I miss kissing her face..
I miss her licking my hands..
n Mooreee

Jie.. we got to be strong and Jerry can be happy in doggy heaven... OK?

Thursday, July 16, 2009

2nd day without Jerry Baby

16th July 2009, Thursday

Today is 2nd day without Jerry le.. Not waiting for the alarm to ring at 6.40am, I woke up..nose produces some itchy noise..*Jerry will come over once she hear tt*..sat on my bed imagining her asking mi to carry her up to my bed..Up on my bed, she will lick both of my hands.. not allowing mi to do other tings jus to let her lick both of my hands till she's happy.. she wil nua on my bed.. while i bring towel to the toilet..

After brushin teeth.. out of toilet to kitchen for milo.. Sis tot she can wake up and i'm ready.. NO!! only jerry noes when i'm realli ready.. I went kitchen, came back to toilet to bath.. Looking into the room..hoping to c her..i closed my toilet door.. after i bath, came out.. missing jerry's bark like crazy to wake my sis up..my sis wil den come down.. sayang her abit only..den go to the bathroom..for those who came my house before..u shld noe how angry she is when my sis go toilet.. now..my sis goes to the toilet and the whole house is so silent.. i cant take this silence...

after her barking..she will guard by the door to protect my sis.. after both of us done.. we in the room, will ask her quickly run in n we will close the door to change..she will guard by the door to protect us.. now no more calling out for jerry girl...

she loves our breaki..she will follow us and if we are eating meal replacement, she will sian.. coz she cant eat.. she loves to eat soo much..when we are having bread..she wil pull my hands for mi to feed her...

when we are leaving for work.. we wil saee.. Bye Dad, Bye Mum, Bye Jerry..C u tonite.. now.. We got to leave tt last few words in our mouth.. We can no longer say it out anymore...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Please do not rain anymore

Dear ALL who have control,

Kindly dont rain / have anymore thunderstorms tml onward.. I just hope Jerry wont feel cold cold and scared le..

Kindly also let her be surrounded by all angels in the heaven and also be blessed with lots of foodie, tibits, etc..

Kindly let her not suffer from the pain she had in the hospital.. no more suffering with tubes running all over her body..

Kindly let her enjoy over there in the heaven. Kindly let her know we all miss her and love her forever..

Kindly let her Rest in Peace..

PLEASE!!

Thank You..

Regards,
Sze Sze



will u miss mi?

15th July 2009, Wednesday, Rainy

woke up in the morning all by myself..

no barking..
no licking of my hands..
no following mi to the back for my milo..
no waiting for mi to get ready before calling my sis..
no barking like siao char bo when my sis go toilet..
no waiting patiently for her bao bei to come out of the toilet..
no coming in the room to nua..
no more asking mi to carry her to bed coz it's raining..

will she miss mi?
will she remember us?
will she be back to visit us?
will she be feeling cold now?
will she hide her bed in somewher better to prevent her nose from frezzing?

Sunday, July 5, 2009

1st Week of July

5th July 2009, Sunday, Rainy

currently waiting for my brother to arrive home from his hols to BKK!! argh.. gotta wait till 1am+++ now already feeling v drowsy + sleepy + eyes lids closing...how to tahan?? haaha

wad's up tis 1st week of july?? erm..

Started my detoxification week.. gotta last for 2 weeks.. den up for next review.. my target weight -> 59kg!! argh.. gotta work hard on it!! I can do it..same as my sis... hahaa...

3rd July - Went for my sis company's function at iluma to watch ice age 3.. haha.. super lame and funny show.. very nice.. i love cartoons.. and furthermore.. it's free.. so..haha..



The sub-zero heroes from the worldwide blockbusters "Ice Age" and "Ice Age: The Meltdown" are back, on an incredible adventure...for the ages. Scrat is still trying to nab the ever-elusive nut (while, maybe, finding true love); Manny and Ellie await the birth of their mini-mammoth, Sid the sloth gets into trouble when he creates his own makeshift family by hijacking some dinosaur eggs; and Diego the saber-toothed tiger wonders if he's growing too "soft" hanging with his pals. On a mission to rescue the hapless Sid, the gang ventures into a mysterious underground world, where they have some close encounters with dinosaurs, battle flora and fauna run amuck - and meet a relentless, one-eyed, dino-hunting weasel named Buck.

Cast: Ray Romano, John Leguizamo, Denis Leary

Director: Carlos Saldanha, Michael Thurmeier

Genre:Animation

Language: English

Release Date:1 July 2009

Running Time:94 minutes

**credits from GV**

after movie proceed to toast box bugis for a chit chatting session.. haha..till ard 10.45 den tired le.. haha

4th July - Happy Birthday to MUM!!!

celebrated for her the previous week before my brother went to bkk.. heh. soo nth much happen today.. jus went out shopping with Eddie.. to ion orchard's LV.. haha.. soo many ppl buying bags. ma chiem is free one lo.. arghh...

went over to orchard central for a walk too.. saw my pri cum sec sch fren.. hhaaa...

and also not forgetting to walk over to centrepoint to c timberland shoes.. and opps.. i've got one more timberland shoes... i LOVEEEE their shoes.. nice n comfy...

haaa..walked to over to pS - Made with love to c c and saw tt there are lots of promos gng on.. soo happy!! hahahaa

5th July - Met up with Eddie to watch Transformerssssssssss.. hahaha.... and also went to Made with Love for a big spree.. bought a lot a lot of essential tools.. i promise i wont be "san fen zhong re do".. hehe..

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen



In the highly-anticipated "Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen," debuting June 24, 2009, Sam Witwicky (Shia LaBeouf) again joins with the Autobots against their sworn enemies, the Decepticons. Michael Bay directs from a screenplay by Ehren Kruger & Roberto Orci & Alex Kurtzman.

Cast: Shia LaBeouf, Megan Fox, Josh Duhamel

Director: Michael Bay

Genre:Action/ Adventure

Language: English

Release Date:24 June 2009

Running Time:149 minutes

**credits from GV**

happy happpy sunday.. i love it!!!