JERRY

Year 2009 July

Cuilian bought you a bridesmaid dress to be worn on Jie Jie's wedding.. You love it so much that you did not wan to take it off. We were saying you are very hiao and eventually we took it off..

a few days later..

Year 2009 July 11

You was not feeling well and needed treatment.. Sis brought you to see a doc at Geylang East..I still went to work and went out after which. Did not go home to accompany you..

Doc mentioned that it's just eating too much of food..

We tot not special n it's okie...

Sat nite..as usual.. you asked me to pat you to slp on my bed while i'm watching tv.. Jie jie asked how you are feeling and i told her you are fine..

Year 2009 July 12

You did not wake mi up as usual.. you were lying at one corner without much barking and movement..

Sunday.. we went out to parkway leaving you alone at home again... din expect you to be not well...
you jus look at us with tt big brown eyes..

That nite..you collapsed... you cant move anymore.. i got to carry you on my arms..

We got no choice but to bring you to the place we hate most.. MT Pleasant Hospital...

You were ok when we were at the emergency clinic.. Doc gave you an xray and check through.. He mentioned that if you are able to pass motion that nite after the medication, you will be fine.. We told you that..

That nite.. you realli passed motion.. thinking that you will be okie..

Year 2009 July 13

You totally cant move.. cant stand at all.. no response to us.. Just look at me and lick off my tears..

We got to bring you back to mt pleasant again.. A female doc c you and Operation is a must.. and you have to be hospitalised.. that is the onli first time we are not gg to be with you..

You were brought into the room and shaved off your infected womb area..We went in to haf a look at you.. telling you to wake up after the "ma zhui" med.. you blinked and responded that you will wan to go home with us...

After which we went home without you.. we cant eat cant do any thing.. all we can do is to wait for the call from the hospital..

Later in the afternoon, hospital called saying that the op is successful.. you woke up and slp again...telling us to go over later to look at you at the visiting ward..

We went over thinking to thank the doc....while waiting to go in to look at you, nurses came out to tell us you had collapsed.. no more breath!! how can that be when the op is successful? why did you give up? We were crying and shouting in the room. Followed by nurses comin to tell us yr heart beat came back....

We went in to look at you.. you were lying down.. motionless but still able to look at us.. after you saw us.. you were agitated and suffer from Fits..we are sooo heart pain to see wad you are suffering...

After a few fits, you were brought to the table outside... almost breathless.. Why do you love us so much? Why do we scold you for breaking your promise till you get excited? Why do we talk so much to you to make u feel terrible? Why do you bring you over to tt hospital?

Doc mentioned again if you can pass thru tt nite, you will be fine...

WE told you about it in the ward..tt nite..we cant slp.. we were worried...

Year 2009 July 14

6.30am you got fits again! its the timing you used to wake us up...

Why lidat? we woke up not gg to work and rush down to the hospital.. Doc told us to let you go.. But we cant bare to do so.. this day.. you cant open yr eyes to look at us anymore... guess you onli can onli feel our presence..

We let you go...

We wore your fav bridesmaid dress on you...

The End...

Dying Blog

7th February 2010, Sunday, SUnny

This seems to be a dying blog... getting lesser n lesser updates which was suppose to be updated daily...

Gonna have meet up with Eddie's sec sch frens and Family reunion today.. Lotsa good food waiting for mi!! hehee..

jus bought a mini 25 camera.. tinking if i shld upgrade my digital cam not..coz it's getting a bit siao siao..

Gotta start my scrapbooking for rom too..

will update on the nice food i m gg to have today!!

sunday morning

Jerry i miss u...

Love you always

been a long time since i last blog abt how i'm doing/feeling recently..

decided to spend a few minutes writing this blog...

today is a terrible day..

i failed badly.. terribly bad...

i m suppose to be happy and get along with my life.. but i cant stop tinking of her today..

today channel 8 9 pm there's a show <>.. i decided not to watch it coz i wil definitely feel bad.. so i reached home at ard 10pm..

somehow, someting, some basic reaction.. for mi to on the recorded show and watch it for 30 mins..

i miss her.. the story abt tt owner had 3 mths of preparation before the lost.. why we only had 3 days???

3 days is like NTH!!!!

it's a terrible lost..

i wont be able to take my bridal photos, wedding day celebration with her anymore...

LOVE YOU ALWAYS...

Year 2010

Year 2010..

Whatsup in 2010.. 1 mth since i last blogged here...

January - Confirmation of Solemniser, Mit up with RLB pals, Mit up with SIM pals, Scrapbooking dates with CL, Pei Xuan's ROM
February - Family taiwan trip, Chinese New Year
March - Eddie's bro wedding, TW photoshooting, TW pre-rom trip, Selection of PS pics
April - Nth up yet.. Most prob be finalising on ROM suit and gown
May - Nth up yet..Kor Kor's bday
June - Nth..
July - Nth....Mum's Bday
August - Nth....Opps! it's National DAY!! and 1 year anniversary...
September - Dad's bday.. Send out invites for ROM..
October - ROM, Sis bday...
November - ATB bday, my bday, possible short getaway with travel khakis..
December - Joyce wedding, Christmas Day...

TT's all what I've planned for this year!!

We are Back!

3rd December 2009, Thursday, Sunny

We are back from hk!! time flies...

5d4n..

total expenses - $1800 + a few more cc swipes.. haven add up yet!!

total baggage weight - Mine is 28kg + 14kg (Eddie)

no. of shoes - 4 pairs

no. of clothings - 9 pieces

nth much actually.. the rest are make up, tibits, etc..

*looking forward to our next trip!!

HK here i COME!!

27th November 2009, Friday, Cooling

We are setting off for HK in 6 hours time.. gotta slp now and get up at 3am to get ready..n go airport at 4.30am.. heee.. *excited*

met up with xh n nancy today at raffles.. had mosquito bites on my finger.. when i reached home.. read back on the past entry last yr.. n realised... the day before we went hk with cl n steve.. i also got bites on my butt!!

anyway.. fridge!! c u wen i'm back.. dont be too stressed at work hor.. dont feel good, jus dont care..sit down there n nua..go find ah soh n talk.. or look for jen.. kk?

tml u gg back office rite..dont work til too late.. go out enjoy ur weekends with family n friends.. dont waste ur youth jus in working.. rmb.. walk out of tt HOLE!!

tt's all.. c u gals soon!!

Happy Birthhhhday!!

26th November 2009, Thursday, Sunny

It's my birthday!! hehee.. celebrations up so far...

1) Mit up with Px n Hui'e..for short dinner followed by gown fitting.. not so much of celebration.but its ok

2) Mit up with AL, CL, SC, EL... haaa.. for By e River Celebration!! Nice food, nice cake, nice ppl = enjoyable bday celebration for the november bb

3) Suprise bday celebration at my new office!! *althu i already knew it yesterday!! hehee...

4) Dinner at dont noe where with Eddie after work...

tt's all ba..

counting fown another 4 and a half hours to go!!

Hong Kong Here I Come

24th November 2009, Tuesday

Its a busy day at work..

I have yet to pack for my upcomng hk trip with Eddie n frenz..

CL n STEVE!!! i miss gg hols with u all.. hehe..

will buy po luo bao back for u all..heee

c u all tml!! cheers

Busy

21st Novemeber 2009, Saturday, Cooling

Long time since i properly blogged... lots of tings coming up in November and December..

- out of job for close to 1 mth
- getting started in new job..thanx to pat
- delivery of sis wedding cakes to relatives,
- packing house to make it looks "neat" on actual day
- diy door deco for sis new house
- getting ready items for GDL for my sis
- sound system testing at banquet location for sis
- gown selection for bridesmaid
- collecting wedding albums to be placed atg reception
- confirming Eddie n mine rom stuff.. more updates on the other blog..
- getting my hearts ring.. heheee..
- getting ready for my hong kong trip again..with Eddie n his friendz...

tt's all abt it...

No updates for the past few mths

haven been in the mood or haf time to blog anyting here..

perhaps i onli haf one guest.. n she is fridge!! hehe.. my blog has been the way we chat since we no longer stay in the same company..

I MISS U le.. hehehe

anyway, we miting up soon ya.. hehee.. cheers!!

update u more when we mit instead of on this blog!!

News Update

28th September 2009, Monday, Sunny

News update....

Haven been updating for more than a month.. Busy with the following:

1) changing of new job
2) adapting with new job

Big Thank You to all who have voted for Jerry! I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!

9th August 2009
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Thank you for participating and voting for the 1st SPC Photo Contest

The winner for this month is entitled 'Balloting for NDP tickets' - Jerry Kong by Charlotte Kong

The photo will be on the cover of our Facebook SPC Club for this month (August) and the trophy will be given out at our next SPC gathering

As this is our 1st competition, we wanna start off with a bang and award the 2nd and 3rd price winners too....

Pompey and Lucky are our winners respectively.

So remember to claim your price at our next gathering :)

Thank you for your participation once again and hope you guys had fun!

Look out for our next competition in Nov!

I have great friends

19th July 2009, SUnday

I m really thankful to Cui Lian, Steve and Eddie for their care and concern and company for the whole of last week till now..With mi through my most difficult times in my life..

You all are really my best pals i had..

We went for Own time own target at NLB on saturday.. Nice n funny one.. the one who enjoyed most is miss hor lo.. she loves army guys.. haaa..

Proceeded to Liang Seah str for steamboat dinner and to PS to buy cloths for dearest Jerry's miniature fluffy bed..

Today went over to orchard for a short walk and down to Mt pleasant to place jerry's ashes and new bed in her new condo unit... hope she likes it there.. mUacksss...

Also to TM1 for short shopping at UNIQLO again.. bought myself a jacket n a shirt...

Gotta work tomolo.. Dont feel like working.. I WANT TO GO HOLIDAY!!!

1 week after the 1st day of heartbreak

18th July 2009, Saturday

Today is a saturday.. Last week is the 1st day we noticed sumting wrong with Jerry.. She vomitted 3 times..
She din wake mi up..
She's lazy to sayang mi..
She just nua on the floor..
I carried her to my bed.. hug her and text my sis to ask her come hm asap...
I was late for work.. no mood to work at all..
Went to work at ard 9am.. reach at ard 10am..
sis n bro bought Jerry to see doctor at CLINIC FOR PETS!!
11am.. i called and checked how's Jerry.. Sis told mi doc say jus eat too much.. I was soo relieved and enjoyed my saturday...
Saturday night.. when i got home.. indeed.. she's ok.. running here n there n barking.. asked mi to carry to my bed.. put her with blanket jus beside mi.. and she dozed off..

Jerry is a strong n brave girl that will then make our heart aches so badly till now..

3rd Day without Jerry

17th July 2009, Friday

Today's 3rd Day.. Me and my sis both know that life still gotta carry on.. But we still miss her.. It's hard to get through this period wihtout her.. But we promise to get thru it.. give us some time.. We also wan jerry to rip.. instead of kip crying.. I've decided to write someting about Jerry, do scrapbook for Jerry, Buy a nice box and kip all her belongings, DIY a small pink cushion with CL for her..And also not forgetting her bday cake.. **CL.. got to help mi pre-order le.. nid to be in pink colour..coz she loves pink clothings too..**

As usual.. the waking up and slping at night is the period most difficult to get thru.. And also the moment when I got home late and Jerry no longer fetch mi downstairs..

I miss rubbing against her fats and furs..
I miss kissing her face..
I miss her licking my hands..
n Mooreee

Jie.. we got to be strong and Jerry can be happy in doggy heaven... OK?

2nd day without Jerry Baby

16th July 2009, Thursday

Today is 2nd day without Jerry le.. Not waiting for the alarm to ring at 6.40am, I woke up..nose produces some itchy noise..*Jerry will come over once she hear tt*..sat on my bed imagining her asking mi to carry her up to my bed..Up on my bed, she will lick both of my hands.. not allowing mi to do other tings jus to let her lick both of my hands till she's happy.. she wil nua on my bed.. while i bring towel to the toilet..

After brushin teeth.. out of toilet to kitchen for milo.. Sis tot she can wake up and i'm ready.. NO!! only jerry noes when i'm realli ready.. I went kitchen, came back to toilet to bath.. Looking into the room..hoping to c her..i closed my toilet door.. after i bath, came out.. missing jerry's bark like crazy to wake my sis up..my sis wil den come down.. sayang her abit only..den go to the bathroom..for those who came my house before..u shld noe how angry she is when my sis go toilet.. now..my sis goes to the toilet and the whole house is so silent.. i cant take this silence...

after her barking..she will guard by the door to protect my sis.. after both of us done.. we in the room, will ask her quickly run in n we will close the door to change..she will guard by the door to protect us.. now no more calling out for jerry girl...

she loves our breaki..she will follow us and if we are eating meal replacement, she will sian.. coz she cant eat.. she loves to eat soo much..when we are having bread..she wil pull my hands for mi to feed her...

when we are leaving for work.. we wil saee.. Bye Dad, Bye Mum, Bye Jerry..C u tonite.. now.. We got to leave tt last few words in our mouth.. We can no longer say it out anymore...

Please do not rain anymore

Dear ALL who have control,

Kindly dont rain / have anymore thunderstorms tml onward.. I just hope Jerry wont feel cold cold and scared le..

Kindly also let her be surrounded by all angels in the heaven and also be blessed with lots of foodie, tibits, etc..

Kindly let her not suffer from the pain she had in the hospital.. no more suffering with tubes running all over her body..

Kindly let her enjoy over there in the heaven. Kindly let her know we all miss her and love her forever..

Kindly let her Rest in Peace..

PLEASE!!

Thank You..

Regards,
Sze Sze

will u miss mi?

15th July 2009, Wednesday, Rainy

woke up in the morning all by myself..

no barking..
no licking of my hands..
no following mi to the back for my milo..
no waiting for mi to get ready before calling my sis..
no barking like siao char bo when my sis go toilet..
no waiting patiently for her bao bei to come out of the toilet..
no coming in the room to nua..
no more asking mi to carry her to bed coz it's raining..

will she miss mi?
will she remember us?
will she be back to visit us?
will she be feeling cold now?
will she hide her bed in somewher better to prevent her nose from frezzing?

1st Week of July

5th July 2009, Sunday, Rainy

currently waiting for my brother to arrive home from his hols to BKK!! argh.. gotta wait till 1am+++ now already feeling v drowsy + sleepy + eyes lids closing...how to tahan?? haaha

wad's up tis 1st week of july?? erm..

Started my detoxification week.. gotta last for 2 weeks.. den up for next review.. my target weight -> 59kg!! argh.. gotta work hard on it!! I can do it..same as my sis... hahaa...

3rd July - Went for my sis company's function at iluma to watch ice age 3.. haha.. super lame and funny show.. very nice.. i love cartoons.. and furthermore.. it's free.. so..haha..



The sub-zero heroes from the worldwide blockbusters "Ice Age" and "Ice Age: The Meltdown" are back, on an incredible adventure...for the ages. Scrat is still trying to nab the ever-elusive nut (while, maybe, finding true love); Manny and Ellie await the birth of their mini-mammoth, Sid the sloth gets into trouble when he creates his own makeshift family by hijacking some dinosaur eggs; and Diego the saber-toothed tiger wonders if he's growing too "soft" hanging with his pals. On a mission to rescue the hapless Sid, the gang ventures into a mysterious underground world, where they have some close encounters with dinosaurs, battle flora and fauna run amuck - and meet a relentless, one-eyed, dino-hunting weasel named Buck.

Cast: Ray Romano, John Leguizamo, Denis Leary

Director: Carlos Saldanha, Michael Thurmeier

Genre:Animation

Language: English

Release Date:1 July 2009

Running Time:94 minutes

**credits from GV**

after movie proceed to toast box bugis for a chit chatting session.. haha..till ard 10.45 den tired le.. haha

4th July - Happy Birthday to MUM!!!

celebrated for her the previous week before my brother went to bkk.. heh. soo nth much happen today.. jus went out shopping with Eddie.. to ion orchard's LV.. haha.. soo many ppl buying bags. ma chiem is free one lo.. arghh...

went over to orchard central for a walk too.. saw my pri cum sec sch fren.. hhaaa...

and also not forgetting to walk over to centrepoint to c timberland shoes.. and opps.. i've got one more timberland shoes... i LOVEEEE their shoes.. nice n comfy...

haaa..walked to over to pS - Made with love to c c and saw tt there are lots of promos gng on.. soo happy!! hahahaa

5th July - Met up with Eddie to watch Transformerssssssssss.. hahaha.... and also went to Made with Love for a big spree.. bought a lot a lot of essential tools.. i promise i wont be "san fen zhong re do".. hehe..

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen



In the highly-anticipated "Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen," debuting June 24, 2009, Sam Witwicky (Shia LaBeouf) again joins with the Autobots against their sworn enemies, the Decepticons. Michael Bay directs from a screenplay by Ehren Kruger & Roberto Orci & Alex Kurtzman.

Cast: Shia LaBeouf, Megan Fox, Josh Duhamel

Director: Michael Bay

Genre:Action/ Adventure

Language: English

Release Date:24 June 2009

Running Time:149 minutes

**credits from GV**

happy happpy sunday.. i love it!!!