JERRY

Year 2009 July

Cuilian bought you a bridesmaid dress to be worn on Jie Jie's wedding.. You love it so much that you did not wan to take it off. We were saying you are very hiao and eventually we took it off..

a few days later..

Year 2009 July 11

You was not feeling well and needed treatment.. Sis brought you to see a doc at Geylang East..I still went to work and went out after which. Did not go home to accompany you..

Doc mentioned that it's just eating too much of food..

We tot not special n it's okie...

Sat nite..as usual.. you asked me to pat you to slp on my bed while i'm watching tv.. Jie jie asked how you are feeling and i told her you are fine..

Year 2009 July 12

You did not wake mi up as usual.. you were lying at one corner without much barking and movement..

Sunday.. we went out to parkway leaving you alone at home again... din expect you to be not well...
you jus look at us with tt big brown eyes..

That nite..you collapsed... you cant move anymore.. i got to carry you on my arms..

We got no choice but to bring you to the place we hate most.. MT Pleasant Hospital...

You were ok when we were at the emergency clinic.. Doc gave you an xray and check through.. He mentioned that if you are able to pass motion that nite after the medication, you will be fine.. We told you that..

That nite.. you realli passed motion.. thinking that you will be okie..

Year 2009 July 13

You totally cant move.. cant stand at all.. no response to us.. Just look at me and lick off my tears..

We got to bring you back to mt pleasant again.. A female doc c you and Operation is a must.. and you have to be hospitalised.. that is the onli first time we are not gg to be with you..

You were brought into the room and shaved off your infected womb area..We went in to haf a look at you.. telling you to wake up after the "ma zhui" med.. you blinked and responded that you will wan to go home with us...

After which we went home without you.. we cant eat cant do any thing.. all we can do is to wait for the call from the hospital..

Later in the afternoon, hospital called saying that the op is successful.. you woke up and slp again...telling us to go over later to look at you at the visiting ward..

We went over thinking to thank the doc....while waiting to go in to look at you, nurses came out to tell us you had collapsed.. no more breath!! how can that be when the op is successful? why did you give up? We were crying and shouting in the room. Followed by nurses comin to tell us yr heart beat came back....

We went in to look at you.. you were lying down.. motionless but still able to look at us.. after you saw us.. you were agitated and suffer from Fits..we are sooo heart pain to see wad you are suffering...

After a few fits, you were brought to the table outside... almost breathless.. Why do you love us so much? Why do we scold you for breaking your promise till you get excited? Why do we talk so much to you to make u feel terrible? Why do you bring you over to tt hospital?

Doc mentioned again if you can pass thru tt nite, you will be fine...

WE told you about it in the ward..tt nite..we cant slp.. we were worried...

Year 2009 July 14

6.30am you got fits again! its the timing you used to wake us up...

Why lidat? we woke up not gg to work and rush down to the hospital.. Doc told us to let you go.. But we cant bare to do so.. this day.. you cant open yr eyes to look at us anymore... guess you onli can onli feel our presence..

We let you go...

We wore your fav bridesmaid dress on you...

The End...

Dying Blog

7th February 2010, Sunday, SUnny

This seems to be a dying blog... getting lesser n lesser updates which was suppose to be updated daily...

Gonna have meet up with Eddie's sec sch frens and Family reunion today.. Lotsa good food waiting for mi!! hehee..

jus bought a mini 25 camera.. tinking if i shld upgrade my digital cam not..coz it's getting a bit siao siao..

Gotta start my scrapbooking for rom too..

will update on the nice food i m gg to have today!!

sunday morning

Jerry i miss u...

Love you always

been a long time since i last blog abt how i'm doing/feeling recently..

decided to spend a few minutes writing this blog...

today is a terrible day..

i failed badly.. terribly bad...

i m suppose to be happy and get along with my life.. but i cant stop tinking of her today..

today channel 8 9 pm there's a show <>.. i decided not to watch it coz i wil definitely feel bad.. so i reached home at ard 10pm..

somehow, someting, some basic reaction.. for mi to on the recorded show and watch it for 30 mins..

i miss her.. the story abt tt owner had 3 mths of preparation before the lost.. why we only had 3 days???

3 days is like NTH!!!!

it's a terrible lost..

i wont be able to take my bridal photos, wedding day celebration with her anymore...

LOVE YOU ALWAYS...

Year 2010

Year 2010..

Whatsup in 2010.. 1 mth since i last blogged here...

January - Confirmation of Solemniser, Mit up with RLB pals, Mit up with SIM pals, Scrapbooking dates with CL, Pei Xuan's ROM
February - Family taiwan trip, Chinese New Year
March - Eddie's bro wedding, TW photoshooting, TW pre-rom trip, Selection of PS pics
April - Nth up yet.. Most prob be finalising on ROM suit and gown
May - Nth up yet..Kor Kor's bday
June - Nth..
July - Nth....Mum's Bday
August - Nth....Opps! it's National DAY!! and 1 year anniversary...
September - Dad's bday.. Send out invites for ROM..
October - ROM, Sis bday...
November - ATB bday, my bday, possible short getaway with travel khakis..
December - Joyce wedding, Christmas Day...

TT's all what I've planned for this year!!

We are Back!

3rd December 2009, Thursday, Sunny

We are back from hk!! time flies...

5d4n..

total expenses - $1800 + a few more cc swipes.. haven add up yet!!

total baggage weight - Mine is 28kg + 14kg (Eddie)

no. of shoes - 4 pairs

no. of clothings - 9 pieces

nth much actually.. the rest are make up, tibits, etc..

*looking forward to our next trip!!

HK here i COME!!

27th November 2009, Friday, Cooling

We are setting off for HK in 6 hours time.. gotta slp now and get up at 3am to get ready..n go airport at 4.30am.. heee.. *excited*

met up with xh n nancy today at raffles.. had mosquito bites on my finger.. when i reached home.. read back on the past entry last yr.. n realised... the day before we went hk with cl n steve.. i also got bites on my butt!!

anyway.. fridge!! c u wen i'm back.. dont be too stressed at work hor.. dont feel good, jus dont care..sit down there n nua..go find ah soh n talk.. or look for jen.. kk?

tml u gg back office rite..dont work til too late.. go out enjoy ur weekends with family n friends.. dont waste ur youth jus in working.. rmb.. walk out of tt HOLE!!

tt's all.. c u gals soon!!